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2011-10-06T14:07:00.002+08:00

Almost the end of promos! Physics tomorrow!
I just hope that nothing will go wrong for my other papers...

2011-09-11T00:57:00.001+08:00

emotionally burdened

2011-09-10T00:21:00.001+08:00

1. Sodium thiopental or pentobarbital: anaesthetic agent, render a person unconscious in a few seconds.

2. Pancuronium bromide: muscle relaxant, complete, fast and sustained paralysis of the muscles, including the diaphragm and the rest of the respiratory muscles; eventually cause death by asphyxiation.

3. Potassium chloride: stops the heart, causes death by cardiac arrest.

4. Hydrogen Cyanide: Halts cellular respiration.

Sometimes, you just wish these chemicals are off-the-counter drugs.

2011-09-09T18:35:00.002+08:00

Fuck procrastination...
I know I have plans this upcoming Sunday, yet, I didn't study today...

Was using the computer, playing the fucking alluring piano. Then, I started tearing up...
Strolled demurely into the balcony, looked up at the calming skies... Went into deep thought...

SUICIDAL THOUGHTS...

... Why is this happening...

I really, really can't take it anymore... Yet, I won't do it... I don't want to hurt anyone... (including myself)
Fear of heights, Fear of pain, Fear of death... 3 main factors preventing me from leaping off the 14th floor and ending my misery... FML. seriously. I don't know what is wrong, but I sense that things are amiss...

2011-09-08T23:29:00.003+08:00

What am I becoming...

Diverging from social norms in all aspects.

I don't know myself anymore...

2011-09-06T22:00:00.003+08:00

2 Guitars
1 Piano
1 Frisbee
Swimming
4 Awesome Acquaintances

=

A Whole Lot Of Fun.

Period.

2011-09-05T12:58:00.006+08:00

Piano.

Black & White, that's what you are.

Nothing more, nothing less.

Couldn't ask for anything else.

Neither a face nor limbs you have,

Just a hard shell from the outside.

Opened you up, and surprises await.

Soft to the touch, pleasant to the ear.

Music.

Literal gibberish, from your As,Bs,Cs to your Gs, arranged into a magical composition.

Alone, you are nothing, Together, you're everything.

Like a journey to another world.

Lost in rhythm, one with time,

amalgamation, you and I.

My hands lead the way, your strings take the lead, splendid partnership.

Like one indulging in a performance, slowly being immersed into a world of enchantment.

Here I am, in my Sanctuary.

Kenneth.
Why am I suddenly so attached to it?...

2011-09-05T09:44:00.002+08:00

Learned my lesson.
Never wait in relationships.
That special someone might get stolen.

2011-09-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

Haha, what's going on really isn't helping me in gaining a good impression of the school.

Well, the pot called the kettle black.
He can socialize with people online, but when I do it, he scolds me? pffft.

And I can't believe he said this to me:
Nah if you can treat your friends like shit and still have the audacity to call them your friends, I don't see how they can be more important than your online friends, those you bother to be cautious with, whom you have movie dates with, holding up the perfect, untarnished, relationship.

Like dude, seriously, look at yourself.
Fine, fine, I understand. Cynical Asshole.

Haiz, I question these happenings sometime, and their origins.

2011-09-04T18:35:00.003+08:00

Oh well, back to blogging.
Reminiscing my past, decided to venture back, into memory lane.

Oh the glitter, the laughter, the jubilant hullabaloo & antics.
I miss them ever so much.
Why didn't I treasure my secondary school friends?
And apparently now, I'm doing the same, to my AC friends.

It's just me and my, egoistic mentality.
Somehow or rather, I'll always find ACSians superficial.
Why?
I can never stop asking why?

I know I'm being totally full of myself, its so obvious, that it's literally radiating from me.
Pessimistic thoughts constantly wreck my mind.
Can't do well in anything... Swim, Lifeguards, Studies.
Losing friends (Losing touch / Keeping in-touch. heh!, same thing)

I thought I completely managed to forget you (Yes you, the one I got the teddy bear for from Southampton, United Kingdom) PS: I totally regret giving it to you. It was meant for someone I could love, someone I thought I could count on (The breaking up part was partially my fault though)
Before I gave it to you, I had a hard time deciding who to give it to. Glistening, deep, obsidian black eyes. Soft, amber fur. And, a heart, a really really big heart.
For the girl I had a crush on for 3years, or for the guy who made my first 2months of ACJC really special...

Oh well. Now I'm single again (Totally deserve it). My crushes, I personally know (it's a gut feeling) won't turn into reality.

Regarding Academics...
Why did I get 7 points for O Level? Why?
I'm really undeserving of it. I'm not, putting in my best effort to study.
argh.... everything is really, really distracting...

My mind is in such a whirl right now... Thoughts (Pain, Regret, Horny stuff)...

I promised myself I give it my all. But now, I know, that is going to eventually, be broken.

2011-07-17T00:40:00.002+08:00

First post after a VERY VERY LONG TIME.
Read all my previous posts repetitively for the past 2 years of hiatus.

Mind matured now I guess? Apparently NOT, because I keep hurting people.

No choice, no one to talk to, no one to turn to. People complaining about my bitches & rants on Twitter and Facebook, have to move here _|_. Dude, its my life, I can bitch & rant wherever I want, but, oh well, since I'm such a "nice" guy, I'll give you guys a little space.

Why oh why do I make all the horrible choices in life...
Is it me? Is it fate? Apparently, its me, because people keep telling me to get a life.
Used to be jokingly emo, now I think I'm authentic? (Nah, I'm just an attention seeker)

Fuck everything. What is everything? Everything is because of me. So, Fuck Me.

^ Random Bitches above, ignore this.

2009-06-19T20:36:00.002+08:00

Paris.... COUGH COUGH~~~ road pollution much.
Rome??? hot man, HOOOTTTTTTTTT
Currently in Venice, half hot half cold, pollution very little, cos no roads =D
only rivers and boats...
The place dam nice man.
Chanel, LV, Calvin Klein, Clarks, Dolce & Gabbana...
Shopping heaven!!!
Internet prices are a rip-off though.
3.50Euro for 15mins??? thats like 7SGD per 15min and 28SGD for 1hour!!!!
crapped...................
Haiz, apparently losing my touch..
Missed all the group outings with friends and all that blah.
Horrible!
Well, I'll try to post em photos on my bloggie soon.
Apparently not enjoying Europe as much as others and advertisements said.

CHINLENG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET THE MARCHES PHOTOCOPIED FOR THE SEC 1s!!! thanks...

2009-06-11T16:06:00.002+08:00

RAWR!!! I hate technology with faults...
TUPID CAMERA ( Olympus brand )
battery short life, quality bad, ASR horribly disgusting.
SPOILT MY PERTH-ing memories..
Well, anyways, it was fun.

Visiting Comet Bay
Karri Forest
Canal Rocks and Sandy Beach
Lake Cave
etc~~~

Accomodation RAWKS!!!
But, bus dam dusty, sore throat aches like mad.
Food oily till pimple outbreak ><
darnit....

Well, I'm going to Paris tonight, leaving at 11.40pm, ><
Cya

2009-05-07T22:53:00.007+08:00

Long time since I posted =D
Friendship between me and friends improving somehow =D
Can associate with Abigail, Crystal, JiaYi, ChinLeng, HuiJia, SeahCheng, Jiyu, Ridhwan, JieXin, Allen, Richardson, WeiYang, Alison more

Noticed almost all gals?
PS : Hated by alot of ppl, especially guys. My social circle ain't that big.
2nd PS : Internet gaming social circle even bigger than real life social circle...

Germain Lai Shu Hui wanna boil me cos I gave her wrong email address :D
She talked with some Chi Na PIANG ( Chinese ) instead.
PS : If I speak chinese on MSN, its clearly not me.

Ganging on the big bad demon. DIABLO!!!

I thought it was bad enough, well, things got worse. Vergo came....

Friend or Foe? I dunno, he attack me so i attack back lor =D

Awwww. Feeling guilty after he lost to me. "Looks down"
Feeling regretful apparently? "Stares blankly into space"

2009-04-20T22:18:00.007+08:00

FOLLOWING PEOPLE, PLEASE BEWARE!!!

SAZLINA
SHI YING
YI WEN
CRYSTAL
RAYMOND
EELEEN

I'M GONNA KILL U ALL FOR NOT DANCING
DURING BAND CAMP!!!

MADE ME INTO SUCH A TOTAL EMBARASSMENT

sec3 like me lose face for the performance....

meow!!! Whoops, I mean RAWR!!!!!

HEADS WILL ROLL.

I'M GONNA KILL YOU!!!!

( Literally or sarcasticly, find out yourself )

[ If your good friend is gone, it could be me, BWAHAHAHAHA ]

2009-04-12T21:29:00.005+08:00

Was called an emo by many.
At this rate, I really would be one.
Already emo-ed to a point of no return liao.
Emo - happy - Emo - happy.
JUST CANNOT TAKE THE SWINGS OF LIFE ANY LONGER.
Hopefully I just get hit by a car or stabbed by an idiot.
Den coma or more hopefully, DIE.

I'm no longer able to control my emotions.
I got rejected again just today on my 2nd time asking her.
I started thinking, and these 3 guys in my head gave me the answer.Blonde : Maybe you ain't as hot as me?
Spiky hair dude : Maybe you just ain't sweet enough
Moustache guy : Maybe you are just plain WEIRD!! Stay away you weirdo.

But the 3 of friends came to a conclusion, and they asked a representative to answer me.

Blonde2 : YOU ain't cool, YOU ain't hot, YOU ain't wise and you are just a confused weirdo.
Blonde2 : But things can change with actions, what are YOU going to do about it?
Puppet : ..........
Puppet : Just shut up and live life quietly like me. ( Thats why I have no mouth )

Some how I wish I was in that photo, resting peacefully at the beach with no stress at all.
Life in that picture appears so peaceful.

Hope is no longer part of my vocabulary, my dictionary and my life.

Take my bottle of feelings and compile it into a book, its worth a billion pages and more.
Drop it on your head and you are dead
Throw it in the sea and it will turn bloody black
YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH PRESSURE I'M UNDER FOR 15YEARS
I am so stressed and sick that I fall sick easily and I am just freaking tired of everything.
A wish to take a break from school, a long term break, not short term.
A break WITHOUT CCAs or REMEDIAL.
I just want some alone time, some time to rest and be refreshed.

Never thought band would be so stress.
Band is about music
Music is about compassion
Compassion is about how you express it.
Expression is a personal feeling, with no rhythm to it.
BUT.
PEOPLE INSIST THAT MUSIC FOLLOWS A RHYTHM.
My rhythm in life? PRESTO, or even faster.

Sickening isn't it?
I thought band would be slacked for awhile ( not forever of course )
after SYF, but it ain't over.
List of activities to confirm my "path to hell and beyong"
Passing Out Parade ( POP )
Teaching theory ( which I'm sick of ) and teaching Jesslyn ( Sickening nonetheless )
National Day ( Just crap this school activity and buy 1337 seats at Marina for NDP )
Paragon ( COME ON, DUN THIS MALL GET SICK OF US AFTER 7 YEARS? )
HONG KONG COMPETITION ( Dude, I'm sick of a life of silvers, dun wan another )
Can't wait to pass out
Aishah did not teach me how to teach others. People think I have more experience in teaching my juniors, but they are just 100% wrong. I could not scold, I could not punish, my actions just make people laugh which makes me upset when I want to uphold standards and discipline of WWCB. And it pisses me off to hear ppl call WWCB as Westwood Chi Bai.
The real CB is them.
I just want someone willing to teach me how to teach others, and life would be so much simpler.
My method of teaching my juniors is what caused the band to get a silver.

I THEREFORE SINCERELY APOLOGISE ON MY PART OF EUPHONIUM SECTION OF
WESTWOOD CONCERT BAND
I am sorry for my misleading actions which consequently caused us the silver.
I am sorry, my dear euphonium section for not being a good section leader.
I am sorry for everything that I have done to disappoint the entire band.
I, as a section leader, have not put my 100% in doing my duties. I am not a good role model to follow.
I sincerely apologise to Concert Band of
WESTWOOD SECONDARY SCHOOL.

P.S : To section leaders of 2010 and 2011, do not follow my footsteps. It will cause the total destruction of the section.

I am sorry Aishah, for not making the section as good as what you want it to be. You have made the wrong choice for your 2008-2010 section leader.

2009-04-11T20:23:00.004+08:00

Thursday's cross-country was pretty ok
For 4.5km, I did not feel tired, just that my legs burnt and the rubber soles of my shoe melted away. ( Literally )
Went home, dropped dead on my bed.
GOOD FRIDAY!! YA RIGHT
Went to pray to my caring grandmama, she took care of me when i was 3~7 years old.
Reunited with my long lost cousins again =P
Went bowling with them and a puddle of stupidity took place.
Practicising for my throw, I was swinging the ball to gain momentum.
My brother put a second ball behind and i whacked it.
My momentum stopped and the energy channelled through my veins like nobody's business.
Then my hand cramp and i dropped on the floor in a state of shock ( seriously )
My score then plummeted for the next 2 games. DAMN HIM!!
Since the alley had a speed measurement gauge, I played around.
I pushed a ball for which seemingly seems to be 1km/h, it stopped in the middle of the lane..
We laughed like crap and I have the photo in my handphone.

Saturday, BAND.
Crap Jesslyn, she could not learn as fast as the other sec 2 and she forgottened her marches.
Tired, fell asleep during sectionals. Got heap loads of f***ing by Conductor.
seriously bad mood liao.
Went to buy mouthpiece after that, got a Denis Wick SM5.
Went to Wheellock Place, then Paragon.
Bought things, felt embarassed as i dressed like an uncle

Reply to those who tried to comfort me.
Aishah, life is depressing, not just me. U WERE DEPRESSED TOO WHEN U WENT TO "MI".
Anyways, there is the great depression in history, there is no great happiness yet.
Iffa, thanks but no thanks, 2nd place is not an option for me.

2009-04-08T20:35:00.002+08:00

Life and Music no longer plays sigificant roles in my living, breathing days.
People like me say a heart of stone ain't so bad.
It is a life of silvers that is worse.
Never in my life have I achieve 1st, only 2nd and beyond.
Demoralised beyond hope, I am only awaken to life by hate and despair.
My face says a million words, but my emotions are says a billion.
Beyond my cheer and hopes is a long dead soul hiding in the shadow of my closet.
Seems pretty emo to most, but it is full of meaning.
HAPPINESS and other emotions are just colours of life.
WHO ARE THEY, the people, to discriminate others like me?

Heartbroken over and over again, never accepted by a girl I like from primary sch till now.
Hope, is what I traded to the devil, in exchange for hate, misery, arrogance and PRADA
( The devil wears prada =D )
I have officially taken the place of old Ridhwan, as the REJECTED FOOL.
While Ridhwan has taken the place of Romeo in the story of Romeo and Juliet.

Instant rejection is what a girl must do if they do not accept a boy.
But a girl made me wait and wait, waiting for her answer and reply.
At this rate, she would reply me only when I'm underground, in a coffin.

Speaking of life of silvers,
I was referring to SYF.
I could not be as smart as KohSiong
I could not be as cool and funny as Ji Yu and SeahCheng
I could not even be the most hated classmate.
What am I?
A SECOND PLACE, SILVER WINNING, LOSER IN LIFE !!!

2009-03-29T22:35:00.003+08:00

Today Esplanade was fun.
Go search imeem or any MP3 sites for Ammerland and Oregon.
TOTALLY OWNAGE!!
Look for Miss Saigon or Cartoon also =D
Miss Chen Joy Hsiu Cheun was there also.
She was MC but also played for 1 out of the 7 songs they played.
She play piano =D

After that went to Macs with PearBowl, AddEEEEE, Remembrance, WeiYang and me, AddWorms.
PearBowl : WanFeng
AddEEEE : JiaYi
Remembrance : JiYu
AddWorms : JiaCong

Made another interesting story.
JiaYi REMEMBERED that she saw WORMS in the PEARBOWL, she went EEEEEEE =D
I noe la, quite lame, BUT DAM FUNNY IF UR THERE IN PERSON.
She was sooo horny lor.
Den we discuss who we liked, den say pei or not pei, suitable for who or not.
Haiz, I got paired up with wth people.

Oh ya, Yesterday went for dinner, stepped out of car, found CarCoupons and something else, 3 condoms... MAN, what where they doing???

2009-03-27T22:10:00.002+08:00

4 days to SYF.
Band has been tough, but suddenly I felt that there was a sense of achievement and improvement.
Going to Esplanade with all other band members on Sunday to watch Jacob De Haan and listen to his music. ( Final, hopeless decisions to make a "hopeless" attempt towards improvement )
Realise I'm getting pessimistic?
Sazlina, JieXin and JiYu noticed it a few days ago.
Making IC tomorrow I think, father called me STUPID for not making in school.
......................................
Wishing for the best to happen.

TOMORROW IS TIME FOR EARTH HOUR!!!
Switch off your lights between 8.30-9.30pm
Support earth!!
Burn your useless energy draining PSPs and MP3s-MP4s.
Useless crap...

2009-03-25T22:27:00.003+08:00

I tot band would be fun today.
Jacob De Haan came. ( Pronounced as Yacob )
But, apparently it was not.
Not used to his way of teaching.
Did not learn much.
But learnt a few things, a few very IMPORTANT things.
Feelings in a song is what that matters.
Playing like a robot would not help much at all.
Technical stability is what we have, now its time to add the sprinkles to the ice-cream.
3 Ice-cream! ( Was side-tracking )

Went home from band, abit upset about what happened.
JiYu brightened me up again soon afterwards =D
Tks very very much =)

2009-03-22T14:08:00.008+08:00

YAY, GOT MY ITEM!
Bought it using handphone for $1.50 only =D
Took 3days to be delivered.
My GranadoEspada Version 4 The Zeia Expansion is here!!!
Gonna be hooked on to the computer again!
Left chinese homework =D

Man, I sure miss my seniors ='(
Why do they have to pass out when I was only secondary 2?
Couldn't they pass out this year? ( I know I'm being selfish )

Did a compilation of people for the past 3.25 years.
You want funny friends? Find JiYu, SeahCheng, Ridhwan
A friend you could laugh with? Find JiaYi
A loyal friend? All who i'm mentioning in this compilation
Someone who disturbs you and could disturb back? Find JieXin
Friends who could walk you home? Find KohSiong, Ridhwan and JiYu
A quiet girl you could hangout with? ChinLeng
A quiet guy you could hangout with? NONE OF THE ABOVE xD ( except KohSiong )
A friend who would scold you for your wrong doings? SeahCheng
A friend who would organise outings? Crystal and SeahCheng
A friend who is totally cute and irresistable? JiYu and KohSiong
A friend who has all the traits of a bestfriend? All of them

2009-03-20T17:04:00.009+08:00

Man, browsed through new blog skins for new blog. CRAP.
I would be highly appreciative if someone could help me convert the following into
blogskins =D
Man, after the sec3 camp and SL camp,I hated myself for being so detestful infront of the camera. I have no precious photos to remind me of my fun times =( sobs..

RAWR! Rubbish ( As Ms Ng would have said )
or
RARR! Rubbish ( As Mr Heng would have said )
or
Neh neh pok la you ( As SeahCheng would have said )
but the best is this:
Hahaha, need photo meh? I no need photo. ( As JiYu would have said )
or
Loud shrieks* Take photo? I WANT!!!. ( As JiaYi would have said )

Realised that WanFeng was a hero of Gotham City ( NightWing ) LOL
Then me and my usual group of friends :
OnChinLeng, CaiJiaYi, JiYu, WanFeng, and me, WuJiaCong,
Made creative names using our chinese initials.
BrickHearted, VegetableAddOne, ChickenFish, NightWind, NoAddOnions
LOL. =D
Then as we walk home together, we made up a story =D
Dam funny nia.
Wanfeng started laughing like a hallucinating maniac.

Still have nightmares of Berben, the dog who went JIZZING and PISSING all around the freaking HOUSE!!!
Brown poo ( which appears to be lumps of sand ) lay everywere!!
CRAP!
HanYing still shocked by the moment when he was the dog's sex toy.
Winston, emotionally scarred by the incident of being a sex toy.
Joshua, disgusted by the thought and not the feel cos he was not a victim.
Me, having nightmares still. I rmb how he fought with a male terrier.
CRUELTY!!! That dog is 1 heck of a horny fighter.

2009-03-19T18:33:00.003+08:00

Band flew fast today.
Sectionals was quick and we were given 45minutes for lunch.
First time in fullband that I was accused wrongly in playing.
They said that I held the crotchet rest too long, I didn't.
Oh well, better to know not to hole the mistake.

HOMEWORK STILL NOT DONE!! OH MY GOD!

2009-03-18T22:08:00.004+08:00

yoyoyoyo, back to my crappiness xD
List of things since Jan 2nd'09
Mr Heng, funny guy.
Krystal, she thinks i'm emo.
SC, great guy, great personality, seriously
Me, myself, i found out I associate with them more often.
JiYu? Anthony & Robert Zhang? LOOL. Forever cute and funny =P
Ridhwan and Sazlina, raised suspicion, great people,great laughter.
Exchanges with Coral and American Secondary ( Ang Mo Kio ),
1 nice, 1 horrible, absolutely terrible.

LATE FEBRUARY AND EARLY MARCH.
Mr Chan? weird guy, funny, english not very clear though.
Crescendo become Cresento.
Legato? Ricardo.....
And especially TODAY March18th'09.
THE AMERICAN CONDUCTORS AND INSTRUCTORS WERE GREAT.
I felt that the band, especially my section, sounded 100% better than what we were before.

And a little note for everyone, hope u understand. "Always, not sometimes."

Btw, SL camp was shiok too.
Small description of SL camp.
1st day, ASSEMBLY:
Sit at foyer.
Learn Rollcall : Shout* : (group name ) SEDIYAH, (group name) reporting strength rollcall 1! 2! 3! 4! blah blah~~ till last person eg 7! IC!
(group name ) Total strength 9, reporting strength 7, 2 absent cos of blah blah~~
Permission to carry on CHEF ( Under what KaiShou said twice "chief is the real word")
(group name ) Senangdiri!
Went to have dinner, cooked our own. Weird stuff we're having. Spaghetti and Cheese. Spaghetti with cream of mushroom sauce??? wth? Hotdog cooked in egg? weird. Fishballs yay!
Emma said she liked balls and dogs, we started laughing !

Day1 Night Time:
Blindfolded, we joined hands and started running around the football field as some one leads us.
There were obstacles which the seniors said they were, but they were fake. They say floor have big rock, dun trip, actually is leg. Then I learnt my lesson, I fell and lost my shoe for 3hours before finding it again. After falling, i stood up again, then they said have tree branch, ask as to squat, I tot it was fake and banged into it....
Then stand up again, this time have 2 Facilitators disconnected both my hands from others. An unknown guy dragged me to quadrangle and made me sit at the Podium between the flag like an idiot for 20mins till i realised ppl were starring at me while i had my blindfolds on... That unknown guy was none other than MR MICHAEL CHUA!!!!!!!

2nd day:
AMAZING RACE!!!! Went to Sentosa, supposed have lunch at JP but had it at Sentosa. Bought curry puff and pizza stick for lunch, not very filling but ok. Was fed-up cos the Scavenger-hunt and Checkpoints were HARD, we run to Siloso to Palawan to Imbiah to Siloso to Palawan here there here there, omg, then have 1 point, the checkpoints were directly on the opposite sides on the island, holy cow!
Went back for campfire, nice.
Flaming stuff hang on a string from the 4th floor and slide down to the quadrangle to light the fire. Nice, but hot, felt like I was in the oven like a loaf of chicken pie. SeahCheng was really hyper, associated with Krystal and Andy and Emma and Yok Leng and Weiling more. They are seriously nice people man. Our performance was huh? but it was also ok.

SeahCheng best male camper and JiaLi best female camper, CONGRATS!

3rd day liao, haiz, take picture, play games, go home. sad, quite fun sia.

2009-01-07T22:25:00.002+08:00

Long Long Long ago, in a very digital place, I once wrote a post.
Well, now I'm back with more crap to crap your crappy day up.
Man, that was crap, pretty much...
(Tks to Seah Cheng for that phrase he used during chalet)

My birthday was both a horrible and great one.
The only person who remembered my birthday is JiaYi and Ridhwan.
btw, they only noe me for 2years.
EVEN MY FRIENDS WHO KNEW ME SINCE primary 1, forgottened.
I ask him ( JOSHUA THIS IS YOU!!!!! ), he said
EH?!?!?! TODAY YOUR BIRTHDAY MEH???
Apparently he forgottened everyone's birthday.
And when he THOUGHT he knew mine, he did not.
EH??!?! I tot ur birthday is 1X January?
TOTALLY WRONG!
Well, its just a birthday, nothing important...
Went down to play around with brother, winston and joshua again.
APPARENTLY I DO NOT ASSOCIATE WITH MY secondary sch friends.
Bro built a Water Rocket Launcher which can be carried on the shoulders.
FUN LEH, THE RECOIL SHIOK AND THE SOUND MAKES ME JUMP!!
A real nuclear rocket launcher would have been much better though xD
Then Joshua took a helium balloon and shared it with us.
Share as in not play with it, we inhaled the helium xD
Hahahahaha, our voice changed to uncognisable levels.
DAM FUNNY, i upload video next time xD

Sec3, STRESSED. Never ever ever take triple science + a maths.
ITS A KILLER!!
I can only touch the computer like 2 times a week compared to everyday last year.
Pretty tired and flooded with crapped up homework.
EVEN GOT A HOMEWORK WHICH U WILL GET DETENTION IF NOT HANDED IN.
WTH?!?!?!?!?!

Well, stopping my post here, continuing with SUFFERING!!
oh ya, SYF is coming, March30, I'm gonna have CCA everyday before SYF,
YIPPEEEE!!!! YA RIGHT.

MC who asks a question : DO YOU LIKE THE STRESS???
Me : Yeeeeeaahhhhhhh, NOT!

2008-12-08T20:06:00.002+08:00

1st post in this blog from Genting
its cold, its wet, its raining and its the middle of December.
Currently blogging on my 2nd last day here.
Safely blogging at the inner-most conner of Starbucks Cafe ( free internet )
Using my laptop.
VERY VERY COLD, still can shiver.
2mr i will reach Singapore at around 8-10pm.
Then straight away need prepare for chalet...
dam tiring, maybe chalet I won't stay overnight.
stay 1-2 days can liao.
Given a total of 150RM together with my 44RM left over from previous trips.
Could not spend all apparently..
haiz.
Planning of buying gifts for someone, but that someone couldn't make straight and confirmed decisions.

2008-12-01T23:39:00.005+08:00

Happy World AIDS day!
freaking bored sia.
rushed to NLB to return my books.
Dun wanna pay fine anymore.
Once i borred 6 books, i late by 7days.
Paid 4.20 fine O_O
sadded, then deduct from EZ-link.
Almost no more money left to top-up.
AND almost no more money to go home O_O
then after that walk home from NLB with Winston.
2 bus came by, flooded with ppl.
talk talk talk...
ya da ya da.
then separated with him while he go for tution and i go home.
lost my end-year report card.
whole house in chaos.
Well, chaos is good xD
with chaos, order could not exist xD

Read my previous blog posts.
Read the one about the stupid insane Sex-driven and Sex-deprived doggy.
Gonna have nightmares of him hugging, shaking ur leg.
Erecting his red penis on ur leg and rubbing it against ur skin.
Its cold and moist. BLEH.
If he ever comes back to my home.
His dog is hot dog. ( If u know what i mean )
gross man,
doggy cumming all over ur leg.
brrr. give me the shivers

Still could not forget the doggy.
It has left VISIBLE MARKS AND SMELLS...
pee smelled and lightly stained sofas.
Claw diggings and scratchings on the dining table ( which my dad freaked out )
AND.
The fact that the dog is afraid of tortoise, makes me reminded of the doggy cos it barks at them
God man, the pissy shitty cumming lil rabid sex-driven sex-deprived doggy.
btw. reminder. ITS NOT STERILE.
Must sterilise it to make it lose Testosterone ( A Male Hormone )
( I know what ur all thinking. OH BOY, ANOTHER SCIENCE LESSON )
just bear with it.
This lil crap hormone is what makes males manly.
AND since the doggy is small sized, i think it had an overdose O_O
sterilise it by bring it to a vet and he/she will cut and tie the sperm duct.
The hormones are produced at the Testes xD
Sterlisation is good as it makes the dog more friendly and less ferocious.
It prevents Genital infection which may kill or harm the doggy.

2008-11-28T23:50:00.002+08:00

Post #146!!! Comedy Special!!

Watch these laughable clips xD.

2008-11-27T11:16:00.002+08:00

Post #145!! A Fred Figglehorn Special xD

2008-11-26T22:36:00.002+08:00

Today was like HUH?
Theory was like wha?
Break was like DUH?
And returning back to band room was like wah?
Charlotte ask me lead warm-ups.
I'M GETTING SUSPICIOUS!!!
The hand metronome thing kinda weird.
Conducting a band of a 100+ eyes is very nervous
Shaky..
After band was like diao?
Take water balloon and bomb charlotte cos its her birthday?
( Happy Birthday to her btw )
Lawl.
Getting SUSPICIOUS!!!
I think all committee birthday will kena bomb by water?
OMG.
I DUN WAN!!!
Then i got a funky haircut and it was like heh?
Then reached home and HuiJia ( Who was at Charlotte's party )
called me using Charlotte's HP.
I will repeat the entire conversation using my..
PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORY!!
Ken : Hey Charlotte, you call me arh? ( Becos i missed her call so I call back )
HuiJia : I'm feeling (blah blah blah.. i forgotten ) so Charlotte lent me her HP.
Ken : And??...
HuiJia : I have been noticing you for awhile and...
I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU. I WILL DIE WITHOUT YOU.
Ken : ( Feeling awkweird. A combination of Awkward and Weird )
Ken : Eh dun play la, death not funny.
HuiJia : *Cries ( fake like I knew it was, seriously )
(HuiJia pass phone to Charlotte )
Ken : Hello?
Char : KENNETH??!!?? WHAT DID YOU SAY TO HER?
Char : SHE IS BEHAVING LIKE SIAO.
Ken : I said nothing!! I did nothing!!
Char : AHHH SHE SCRATCH ME!!
Char : I'm BLEEDING!!!
Ken : Oh my god!!
Char : Hey Kenneth, I tell you what, this was all a prank ( as i expected ). We just playing truth or dare..
Ken : ( feeling diao... )
Ken : Warh heng ah

2008-11-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

Friggin tired today.
Woke up at 6.30.
Left house at 7.10am.
Reached school by 7.20am.
Waited for school bus till 8am.
Reached Taka ( orchard road ) at 8.30am.
set-up fund raising booth till 10pm.
Went to sell balloons all the way till 5.30pm.
Made a total of $322
Only had 2 breaks.
Brought $10, came back with $1.80
very little time to sit down.
Brought candy floss machine for no reason.
got scolded by a Tourist.
She ( american ) said this.
JUST BECAUSE I'M A FOREIGNER DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO PICK ON ME. WHY COULDN'T YOU PICK ON SOMEONE ELSE. DOES IT LOOK LIKE I'M INTERESTED. SHUT-UP AND GO AWAY!
how rude is that man,
and we picked on everyone...
dorts

2008-11-18T13:07:00.003+08:00

My previous post was one week ago.
Caught up with many many things.
Went esplanade.
Went Seoul Garden. Whatever....
Then..... The biggest regret came.
I regret asking for a dog.
Yesterday, my aunt brought her neighbour's dog over as they are going overseas.
My mom told them that I wanted a dog.( Which I do not want now.... )
YOU KNOW WHAT THE DOG DO?
beg food.
stand on ppl.
hug people's leg.
bark at 2am 5am.
piss on my door and the main door.
scratched the $10000 Michael Jackson Glass Slide Table.
and the worst is....
He hugged and he do the sex action.
His lil penis ( which looks like a lipstick ) having sex with ur leg.
And he will CUM all over u.
WHICH SMELLS BAD!!!
I did not put my nose there btw.
I can smell it 100metres away.
And today it even fight with the nicest dog in my whole condo. Milo.
what a bad dog.
If I was a girl, when I go to sleep, the next day i would be pregnant by that STUPID DOGGY!!

2008-11-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

Went to Clark Quay / Raffles Place / Singapore river / Esplanade also.
Find for song sheet so long, CANNOT. I enter exit enter exit the library 3 times...
Den planned to meet mum.
I went by the RIVERSIDE way to Fullerton to meet her.
She went by the BRIDGE to Esplanade to meet me..
Den I ran back..
Went to Sizzling-Rock for dinner. Burnt my tongue.
Went into an alley and go hawker center to buy Satay for dad and bro.
Waiting satay to cook. 2mins later....
Car cut across 4 lanes and a motorcycle smack into the car...
diao..
Mirror fly off. Motorbike in shambles.
Things from the trunk flew onto the road.
Ppl in hawker center staring.
dorts.
But amazing the motorist fell, skidded on the road AND NEVER GET HURT.
wow. superman or the who...
heal very fast de...
Oh ya. Wolverine O_O

2008-11-11T01:10:00.004+08:00

Forgot to sleep again. Went past the Singaporean "date-line" literally.
This is what happened yesterday ( Monday not Tuesday )
Went to Seoul Garden with Koh Siong and WeiTing.
Quite fun actually.
And my 1st time there also.
It was WOW.
But people say that there is a better Seoul Garden than the one at Causeway Point.
Better than Kushinbo maybe xD
Here is some crap we did.
Apparently the Ginseng Soup RAWKS! We had 3.5 Jugs of that soup. Could not get enuf of it.

Talk about before and after hahahaha.
After that went to NLB Woodlands.
Borrowed a few books for English Book Review and Book Talk.
Felt very very urgent for the toilet cos drank alot. So did the others.
Den went to "scan" the book's data and check my Ez-Link.
I OWED NLB $4.20. WTH..
dorts. Deduct from Ez-link very heart pain.
Den went to Jurong point on a very long train ride back.
Went to comics collection and Koh Siong buy manga.
den go home lo.
Actually thats quite it.
Sad that Ji Yu could not make it due to sore throat

THEN.
Supposed to have movies.
Cancelled due to 2 reasons.
Friend indulge in East Coast park party and forgot timing.
Friend's father just came home and banned him from leaving the house....
hell man

2008-11-04T23:27:00.002+08:00

Quite a nice b-dae my friend joshua had.
We went to Sour Puss ( Puss for cat. not the sick thought )
We stared at the sign, laugh. Cos he pronounced it as Sour Pus ( the yellow bacteria liquid )
I had a black pepper chicken and he and winston had the Massa Fish and Chips.
DAM. IT WAS SPICY.
But nice xD
It can be located at the Esplanade Mall.
Den went his house.
Sang a very DEAD b-dae song.
Den ate cake.
I went home early cos 2mr have band.
Now is 11.30pm and i gtg sleep.
hehe, stop here for now.

2008-11-03T15:40:00.001+08:00

No idea whether to go for my job or not.
Found out I got posted to 3I.
JiYu 3G and Ridhwan 3H.
GOD DAMMIT.
Lost 2 friends in just 1 day...

2008-11-01T15:16:00.002+08:00

Who does my friend think she is? GOD?
Still dare to complain that I'm a hacker.
Den i ask her why?
She said cos I played private server... DIAO.
In what ways of playing a private server being a hacker?
Different hor?
She still dare to watever...
She nothing to say liao.
Hacker = Playing private server? siao liao,sure fail english.
Hacker = Hacking programmes : Jump, gold , exp, spd hack
Private Server = Not being true to original server..
The blue words is my personal opinion.
The purple words is her opinion.
Who do you think is right?
Put your answer in the CBOX.
Type BLUE to support me or type Purple to support her.

2008-10-30T17:15:00.001+08:00

Go to this web and watch this touching japanese movie.
http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-3793/I-Love-My-Younger-Sister-OVA.html

It is about the bond of brother and sister.
Its kinda sick, but full of meaning.
Dun worry it is censored.
And btw, THE PUPPY IS VERY CUTE!!!!
xD

2008-10-30T00:06:00.006+08:00

Here are some inspirational pictures.
PS. I did no harm to these doggies. I only harm hot dogs xD

Together we stand

As living things, we have alot in common.

Friends are forever. We stick by each other when one falls.

BUT DIVIDED, we fall, we die.

MORAL OF THE STORY : We are dogs. LOL
no la.
True Moral ( To all my classmates. Pri & Sec SCH ) :
It was fun while it lasted.
Being together as one.
We are like puppies when we are born.
We learn to bark our first words in Primary School.
We stood as a pet in our lower secondary lives.
Together We Stand
Divided We Fall.
As we separate to different classes next year.
I hope we can all still be friends.
Please do not forget each individual puppy in class.
Do not forget us even when you make new dog friends.
1F, 2F, 3-8, 4-1, 5-4, 6-4, 1H and 2H.
I've experienced my worst, and experienced my best.
We have stuck together to make the best of the litter.
We are now PROUD DOGS (Upper Secondary) , leading puppies to glory

PS. This seems very insulting to call all of us, including me, dogs.

2008-10-29T23:55:00.002+08:00

Today band again,was fun as usual as Mr Wong lead the drills.
I find that since he is more lienient, we should treat him better xD
So i listen better to him
( Treat others the same way you want others to treat you )
Then return to band room with all the instruments.
I dun mind that it actually delayed from 11.30am dismissal to 1.50pm
serious.
I decided, NOT TO HAVE A JOB THIS YEAR.
Too underage, too little jobs.
Work at MacDonalds? MY FOOT.
MacDonalds is like child enslavery.
$3 per hour? PATHETIC.
Subway can spare a thought and pay $4.50 an hour.
Macs is world-wide franchise and bigger than Subway, still pay less..
Haiz,pure corrupted.

2008-10-28T13:25:00.000+08:00

Monday :
ISTANA. ( hated it )
Very hot warm and stuffy at WWSS.
When reach orchard road, it was windy and cloudy.
RAIN!!!
As we took shelter in the Istana. My excercise book which was left on the floor...
GOT WET!!!!
shiet...
My instrument cloth also kena..
Haiz.

Today:
Went to sch only for my report card.
Passed by (In order) Jiayi, Rongfan and Chin Leng.
Mum laughed and chat with teacher about my chinese problem.
I just sat there like a dog and smiled...
...

2008-10-26T00:01:00.009+08:00

COME PLAY --->
Eudemon Online Private Server ( Still very hard to level )
It is very fun. Trust me and Ji Yu, the most avid gamers in class xD
Graphics not so bad. And the mentor/friend - player relationship is good.
The player can get extra experience points by just being online with a friend. COOL.
http://www.demonpower.co.cc/eudemons/stats.php

2008-10-25T23:57:00.003+08:00

Today band was totally fcked up.
I know it was our fault also.
But some people do not understand how others work.
Conductor and some comittee scold the rest because of this.
They say we did not try or do what he wants us to do.
But some people like me are already trying to the brink of "self-destruction".
It is hard to do it.
I was forcing sooo hard that I got more scolding...
I show u the path i took.

No air ---> Never Breathe ---> Probs solved ---> (today) force till break...
Diao.
Try soo hard is also a bad thing sia.
Break the resistance, BREAK MY INSTRUMENT more like it

2008-10-23T23:48:00.003+08:00

Practiced postcard like siao. Still not up to standard.
I feel like i'm the guilty one.
I think it is because of my rash,ruthless and carefree playing,
that my conductor scolded the whole band and put the song as a stand-by
So guilty.
And my energy sucked out also.
heng 2mr i no need go school,hehehehe

2008-10-22T20:40:00.002+08:00

Today band was like SIAO!!!
Do drills like hell.
Punishment goes like this:
Person who do wrong don't get punished. Instead him/her watches the others get punished.
Siao hor?

Today calculated done around 143+ pumpings.
NS not even that siao.
I would'nt mind doing 20pumpings every 15min interval.
All throw at 1 go is really crazy.
In NS, they are only allowed to give 20pumps at 1 go.
Warh,pump like hell hor my hand like jelly.
I tried something like climbing the wall at the fitness corner.
STILL CAN! wow.
Lol.

2008-10-21T21:03:00.001+08:00

even after the exams.
I'm stressed.
I have duties to commit to.
I'm STRESSED OUT.
SC PUBLICITY TALk.
BAND ALMOST EVERDAY.
ISTANA,SYF,PIECES.
AHHHH,MY HAIR IS GONNA FALL OUT 1 DAY.
I feel like crying again. Thoughs of death filled my mind

2008-10-20T18:50:00.003+08:00

Carried percussion instruments to AVA room from 4th floor to 1st floor.
Literally broke my back. It hurts.
I think they spelt it wrongly. Precussion is more like it.
Got a concussion too.
Carried / Pushed ( mostly carried ) most of the heavy instru with JiYu.
BM see us so hardworking,give us 30min break when others only 15min
But we only use 20mins xD
Taught junior,walked home,now bored

2008-10-19T22:18:00.001+08:00

Lost my continuous blogging attempt due to a stupid friday...
Final week of school begins xD
Good bye 2008,HELLO 2009

2008-10-18T14:18:00.004+08:00

Today was the 1st drill practice after exam.
Brought home my bone-breakingly heavy instrument.
Haiz
Today I also dam clumsy.
I know I am,but today I am especially clumsy
Kicked the chair in band.
Run until shoe have hole
Carried instrument and drop on my poor little toe.
...
At home,taking my T-Shirt,I turned around and smacked the door's sides.
Ouch

2008-10-16T18:43:00.002+08:00

Post number : square of 11 ( 121 ) ###
Band again today. Teach JUNIOR, NOT JUNIORS
so headache. She keep on saying cannot play...
I'm starting to go berserk.
2mr also have Maths Aptitude test.for Additional Mathematics..
Wish myself good luck and wishing others too.
I think it is unfair for the A Maths mark to drop from 70 to 60
Giving people too much lieniency.
Make the people who score well score well for nothing.

2008-10-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

POST 120###
Also 3rd week of CONTINUOUS BLOGGING!!!
Still haven't hit 1 000 hits,pathetic

BEST BAND DAY EVER!!!
So fun lor today.
BUT. found out i deproved in some areas.
AND
Need to write a lot of reflections
AND
Need to find my favourite Euphonium player...

2008-10-14T19:57:00.002+08:00

Today school was cool!
Found out alot of my results xD
Okok la,results quite acceptable.
Everyone went home at 2pm,except me
I have band comittee meeting.
From 2pm to 3.30pm,I sat at the table doing crossword puzzles,drinking water
walking around blah blah blah
3.30pm to 4pm, Band Instructor came but others haven't come,so he left to photocopy things.
4.15pm People came,instructor still not back....
4.30pm Everyone here,discuss,talk talk.
6pm Go home,stressed also,haiz

2008-10-13T21:42:00.000+08:00

1st band cca period after EYE .
O_O
Actually saw my junior improve.
WOW.
The other monster don't dare turn up.

2008-10-12T20:42:00.002+08:00

Got a weird hair cut
Feels soo much lighter after shedding off sooo much hair.
JiYu intro to me 1 new game. SIAN SI REN!
Changed imeem song.
2mr have band,needa carry my heavy instru to school again

2008-10-11T23:00:00.003+08:00

Yesterday came back from Long Beach Restaurant to celebrate grandad's b-dae
Played around with cousins.
They put me in some sort of G-Force enhancing mechanism and spun me very fast.
I was tossed to the side and when it stop i fell onto the ground ....
=.=
Put my younger cousin inside,flung to the side also.
My brother and I enter at the same time,super giddy,his weight threw mine into submission and I was pinned down to the side.
My cousin and his brother enter,same thing happen.

-------------------Today------------

Went swimming with Joshua and Winston.
Played around,felt bored,abandoned them.
Floated in the pool alone for 20mins,went to spa pool with them.
A nice old man gave us a water balloon.
Joshua rub it against his eck hem,and "camed" into the pool.
I am swimming in his filth,god dammit.
Den he said it is smelly and he washed it off,den put it in his mouth...
Double god dammit.
Went back to main pool.
Played with human pyramids and tower.
Tower i can do when i was p3-p6
Now cannot,always collapse,only can do pyramid...
Strayed off alone and drifting again..
They followed me,ask me what is wrong.
I said nothing.
Winston grab me give me master lock yelled at me.
I won't take nothing for an answer.
Had a very long talk with them.
Joshua heard and walk off.
Den we stop,I suspect Josh took 1 of my things away..

2008-10-10T13:36:00.001+08:00

Its over,the horror is OVER!
2weeks of being a 2H student.
After that,we're gone for good. No longer related to each other in anyway possible

2008-10-09T12:02:00.002+08:00

Wear your head phones and listen to 1 of my blog music NEXUS.
Quite a nice sensation. ( Copied from Granado Espada )
Did not go to library,my friend called it off.
Today Chemistry test was shockingly tricky
O_O
Dunno what game to play.
Planning to work in Sentosa.
2 Weeks to HOLIDAY

2008-10-08T11:24:00.003+08:00

Post 112#
My blogging spree continues xD
2weeks of perfect blogging with no interuptions and minimum 1 post a day.
I'm soooo DEAD.
Chinese exam today was CRAP HARD MAN.
CCA resuming next week Wednesday.
Don't noe to look forward to it or to ignore it.
Today in school my bag hook onto my school consellor badge.
The safety plug for the needle of the badge's butt drop off and I can't find it.
...
Tomorrow is chemistry exam xD
2 MORE EXAMS TO GO

2008-10-07T12:46:00.002+08:00

After physics test today,felt abit scientific.
watch this video of burning things with real laser guns

2008-10-06T12:48:00.002+08:00

Today Geo test and Maths test scary.
Maths I last question wrong already...
Saw 150 as 160,why am i so blur?
I WANNA COMPLAIN THAT THE COMMON TESTS HAVE NOT ENUF TIME!!
argh..
Chiong here chiong there,no time to finish nia.

2008-10-05T19:59:00.002+08:00

Today went swimming with
Johnny ( not his real name ) and Winston ( his real name )
We talked about the "special girl"
Devised a plan to help me
Johnny called HER
Blah blah blah,critisise each other
Made her angry
She thinks I am him,so she shouted at me and she hates me =D
Finally it is OVER.
It never even began,bwahahahaha
Watch HSM3 trailer,gay...
Speaking of gays.
Our class have no gays if you can't prove it.
Gays have the special XY28 DNA gene.
You dun have it,ur not gay

2008-10-04T13:04:00.001+08:00

See if i can continue my blogging spree to 2 weeks.
If i can post everyday till this coming Wednesday,
den i posted for 2 weeks straight.
wait these great videos entitled
GYMNASTIC ACCIDENTS

2008-10-04T01:21:00.001+08:00

나는 나의 검사에게 깊은 냄새 나는 배설물 감사의 톤에서 이다
Go to www.dictionary.com and translate from KOR to ENG

2008-10-03T23:21:00.001+08:00

Planning to do something.
When blog hits 1000 views,I may put a surprise.

2008-10-03T15:05:00.000+08:00

Watch these videos

2008-10-03T14:25:00.005+08:00

BIGGEST MISTAKE MADE TODAY.
I made mistakes in maths.
Lost about 9 marks worth of questions.
Very sad now...
HAIZ!!! WHY ME??
btw,brands chicken essence dun work.
You know what to do,I dun have to tell you...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nYccgpf1YGw
Watch this

2008-10-02T15:06:00.004+08:00

Post #103
This post will be absolutely black,so you would have to highlight.
Sorry for the inconvenience, I just like to play with you,bwahahaha.
Today oral was ok,I tot Mdm Jee would scary the heebee jeebees out of me
But actually,as a oral examiner,she is quite fine.
After typing that,I feel like burning my fingers. ><
Still could'nt get over the fact that a girl wants me??
I was unwanted for 14years ( excluding my family / best friends )
Well technically a girlfriend is a friend who is a girl. O_O
And read something very weird.
IF you can't be someone's OFFICIAL GF / BF
Be a VICE GF / BF,( sumthing like Vice President )
This society blew my socks off And between you all and me,
I'm not wearing any socks.
Computer infested with virus that are multiplying.
Should send laptop to doctor to get anti-biotics or medicine xD
Saw a stupid show,saw a guy went to a computer shop to buy computer chips.
He said : Can i have some chips?
Manager : What flavour,I got spicy,crunchy...blah blah.
It was stupid,like i said 2 lines ago

2008-10-01T21:53:00.002+08:00

Rejected a girl without realising it O_O
Thats a first...
wow,she must hate me alot now...
Ruined my chance.
Oh well,let bygons be bygons.
Every word I said,she called it an excuse to turn it down...
I got shouted at with extra emphasis on the workings FREAKING and F***ING
O_O

2008-10-01T17:27:00.003+08:00

Post Number 101###
I'm on a BLOGGING SPREE!!!
1 complete week of blogging,since last wednesday.
Today no school shiok.
CCA resumes on 15th oct.
Wishing everyone Hari Raya and Children's Day ( Applies to primary sch only )
2mr have English oral,is that a yay or a boo?
Scared of my short-tongue accent.
Scared apply too much emphasis till like cartoon like dat...
Scared of not scoring well for ORAL..
( Please hold and drag your cursor to see the above message )

2008-09-30T20:14:00.005+08:00

Post number 100## woots
Here is the F-16 i promised
Sry,bat ran out so only half way

2008-09-30T10:57:00.003+08:00

New look new crap xD
Still finding the F-16 video i took of my brother to post.
Should be around 40mb.cos 20mins on high-def cam

What Your Taste in Music Says About You

Your musical tastes are energetic and rhythmic.

You are full of energy and can be quite talkative.

You are forward thinking and open minded.

You despise conservatism of any sort.

You are intense, detail oriented, and motivated.

You are an ambitious person, though your ambition is anything but conventional.

What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

2008-09-29T18:55:00.002+08:00

Ytd,went videoing my brother flying his new F-16 plane ( version 2.0 )
Today school was abit crappy,very sleepy also
2mr exams,woots,not enjoying it,enjoying the suffering.
The suffering BURNS WITH THE WHITE HOT INTENSITY OF A THOUSAND SUNS.
The person who left me speechless and shocked never talk to me,lol?
Friends exam also not on9 MSN.
Tons of beloved seniors and childhood friends also having O levels.
awwww.
2mr also no rev-up,sians.
but at least dimiss early 2mr xD
AND WEDNESDAY IS HOLIDAY WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
ppl think i'm crazy,EXAM still can BLOG.
trying to make 1 perfect week of blogging,never happened before.see if i can do it

2008-09-28T19:59:00.002+08:00

Ended up in Orchard Road instead of Chinatown.
Went shopping for shoes, shop closed =.=
Walk from orchard,somerset,bras besah ( circle line station ) till city hall.
HEAR F1,not see it. Loud,very loud.
Hear finish,everyone left the stadium,crowded,very crowded.
Walk into MRT station,see ppl,dun wanna take.
Took bus to Ghim Moh.
Took express bus NR5 from Ghim Moh to Gek Poh,heart pain,$3 for 1 ride.no kid discount.
Reached home at 1am,dots,left orchard at 11pm....
Still speechless from a past event ...

2008-09-27T19:28:00.004+08:00

Quotable quotes:
__________________________________________________________________
I still believe in destiny,that you and I were meant to be

There is an ocean out there with many fishes for you to catch

Life is a joke,a game

There are better people out there than me

There is time for everything,but no time to enjoy

What I became was a mistake

I had a great time not being there

---(blah blah blah)--burns with the white hot intensity of a thousand suns

Why me? Why not him?

Tell that asshole his ass is gonna get burned

If you can't take the heat, stay out of the kitchen

If that happens, pigs will fly

If there weren't crimes,there would not be any policemen

Without chaos,order could not exist

Screw you ( Ridhwan's quote )

The most uncomprehendable fact in the universe is that the universe can be comprehended
( Albert Einstein )

I am the wind. ( Singapore Air Force advertisement )

Sweet niblets ( Miley Cirus )

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Well,thats all that I could spam for now, going to chinatown......

2008-09-26T20:52:00.001+08:00

Shocked about what I have heard from a fellow friend of mine.
Shocked in a good way.
Felt unwanted for a very long time.
But this person wants me.
Scared and Awkward.
Dunno to accept or just let it be.

2008-09-25T21:06:00.001+08:00

Wow,first time ppl called my blog big.
Here is the chat on MSN with William class 2B 2008

William says:
hello, didn't know you have a nice big blogs
William says:
*blog
ø¤º°` κεηηετħ `°º¤ø ,.Kάlεidøscøpε says:
haha
ø¤º°` κεηηετħ `°º¤ø ,.Kάlεidøscøpε says:
lol
ø¤º°` κεηηετħ `°º¤ø ,.Kάlεidøscøpε says:
my blog big meh?
William says:
yea!
William says:
so many stuff...
ø¤º°` κεηηετħ `°º¤ø ,.Kάlεidøscøpε says:
lawls
William says:
very blur!
ø¤º°` κεηηετħ `°º¤ø ,.Kάlεidøscøpε says:
haha

2008-09-24T20:35:00.002+08:00

Neglected my bloggie for quite awhile...
I love KALEIDOSCOPE!!!!
Stressed stressed stressed.
Past few days has been like that
Stressed
Stressed
Homework day + stressed
YAY BRAND NEW HANDPHONE
Stressed
Stressed
HOMEWORK DAY AGAIN!!! awww ( stressed )
Argh,wanna pull all my hair out,den no nid cut hair hahahahaha
So waste money lor cut hair, my hair grows god dam fast.
2 weeks i cut short fringe and straight side burn, it touches my eyebrow and ear ><
I wan go for operation pluck my hair roots out.
Or at least transplant them to sumone who really wants hair.

2008-09-22T22:40:00.001+08:00

Homework test homework test.
Have test and have HOMEWORK!!
NO PEACE!!!!
Yay,kena chinese 62/100 xD best result of mine in the past 6years LOL
2mr maths test nia.and today the english HW very unfair,so hard to find 10 points.
Lit test EYE paper also very hard ><

2008-09-20T22:36:00.002+08:00

Ytd went to Ku-Shin-Bo, WOOOO
Family called me nuts cos i drank 7 cups of juice in less than 20mins.
3 cups of lemonade,2 cups of coke and 2 cups of plain water.
Ate very little,no appetite ( wasted $40 of buffet time )
Only ate 1 scallop,2 soft shell crab,4 prawns,3 tarts and 1 pudding,all very small size.
Totally wasted,but it was dam filling.

Today watch many disgusting shows on discovery channel, Taboo. BLOODY HELL!!

2008-09-18T17:34:00.004+08:00

WOOTS.
My fears of chinese are OVER!
bo chinese compo and oral already xD
Now can relax.
Today EYE compo test sooo scary ><
Glad that it is over xD

2008-09-18T17:34:00.003+08:00

For you ppl out there,
I blog as often as possible but not entirely "everyday"
Siao,u think i so free meh?
Today tests in class.
Chinese was like SOOO HARD.
even koh siong say hard,if he say hard,means i die already.
Then PE we play softball ( something like baseball )
I WHACKED IT WITHOUT A STRIKE AND MADE A HOMERUN !!!!
Lol,but it was kinda stupid.
I stopped at the first base for nothing ( there are 4 bases )
After that then i run,lol

2008-09-17T15:06:00.001+08:00

Today chem test was nice!
Den i very little time study for Ting Xie ( Chinese spelling )
At least i confident will pass ting xie xD
Hahahaha, checked got about 5 errors already

2008-09-16T13:08:00.000+08:00

1st blog post in school ever!
Today finished acid pro ( music project ) fast.
She so nice nice den give us time to surf net.
She go scold *&%*&%&^% to my classmate xD

2008-09-14T21:38:00.003+08:00

Came back from playing with fire.
Made more rockets. 1st flew.2nd just blew up.
My friend joshua made a very nice one.
It steamed,made crackling sounds,den before taking off,2 big bangs.
WOW.
Den i pour liquid hot wax on my hand for fun.
I think I'm crazy already

2008-09-14T17:24:00.003+08:00

YTD~~
Was at ahma house.
Played " Worms : Armageddon " with little cousin,he got hooked to it
Went out of bungalow and play candles and fire.
Cousins played with laterns
Me and bro made bonfire out of coconut fibre,dried leaves and candle wax.
We also made sparkler rockets,smoked the whole porch infront of the house.
Smoke also went into the bungalow xD
Made new friends with the neighbourhood residents, Emma and Cera.
They set their barbie doll on fire, it was hilarious.
Went home very tired. Slept till today morning around 10.12am

2008-09-13T17:17:00.002+08:00

Movies with friends Winston and Joshua cancelled cos he no money and i gtg ah ma house.
actually wanna watch WALL-E and Money No Enough 2
haiz,guess i wait 1year for dvd lor xD
YTD operation clean up fall down on floor.
Today woke up with baluku ( dunno how to spell )
Si bei pain nia.

2008-09-12T20:37:00.003+08:00

Apparently, I have changed my motto from :
Fate & Destiny can't be controlled
to this:
I still believe in Destiny, That you and I weren't meant to be.

IN RESPONSE TO RIDHWAN.
Ya ya,true,self-discovery is self explanatory, hello,I have sensible thoughts, and common sense.

~~~ Continueto my blogging, lets not get distracted here ppl, my blog,I'm center of attention~~
LOL, ok, I am not shallow,I dun let the world revolve around me.
I only let my classmates revolve around me. xD
Kidding only. I'm not superficial or shallow.

~~~ Today band~~~
Was like urgh.
OPERATION CLEANUP!!!
My section take care of windows.
Rub 1st time, have stains.
Rub 2nd time,have streaks.
Den times up.
I've DESTROYED MY INSTRUMENT into a million billion pieces. Cleaned each piece. assembled it.
Ok,may be that was too exaggerating, it was only 10 pieces.
Algae and mould was found in my instrument. YUCK. and apparently it was blue. x2 YUCK!!
God bleh it ( not damn it ).
Wanna save my money to buy Blue Steel Euphonium xD ( in my dreams ) 5-6K SGD><>< ( too risky to really decide )
Ridhwan called me a Doush Bag
Read the malay dictionary. Douche,also sound like Doush,means sweet.
WTH? I was called a sweet bag.
Language in Singapore really really weird.
Indian + Chinese + Malay + European + English = Singlish.
Read comic in band room teaching Singlish.
Improved my Singlish dictionary for the worse.
If you wanna do so you can borrow the book from Ridhwan xD

2008-09-10T20:39:00.004+08:00

Did section leader homework about writing down what I want my section to accomplish ytd.
Den today have punishment 50 pumping ( for those neva do ), I go do =.=
Cos BM said all SLs pumping position down,den neva say clearly ><
Den she a bit guilty den give herself 50 pumping also.
Diao,den total everyone kena 50 pumping,den the punishment no use=.=
If she herself gave everyone 50 at first,den do 50 herself,she shuld give 50 extra to others xD.
100 pump - 50 pump = 50 pump
So theoratically everyone ,except BM and those who have done,shuld get 50 more xD

You Are 60% Paranoid Schizophrenic

It's likely that you're perfectly fine, though you have your crazy moments.

You tend to be a bit paranoid, but no one's out to get you but yourself.

Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?

2008-09-09T21:11:00.000+08:00

i'm INNOCENT!!!
I'm DEFINATELY NOT EMO!!

You Are 32% Emo

You're definitely not emo, but you do understand emo people a little. You are introspective, but not to the point of driving yourself crazy.

Are You Emo?

2008-09-09T21:03:00.002+08:00

Seen Ms Fong's angry self many times before,but not up close.
Went computer lab, ppl wear ankle socks.
She see,blew her top and threw the innocent class ( excluding those wearing low socks )
into hot soup.
LET ME ASK ALL OF YOU THIS QUESTION:
WHAT IS SO BAD ABOUT AVERAGE SOCKS?

Seen her angry self UP CLOSE, I sit at computer lab row 2 from the front.
I flinched abit.
DID NOT FEEL GUILTY AT ALL cos of my socks xD
Innocent should not get punished.
Soooo unreasonable

2008-09-08T17:56:00.002+08:00

Today in school i feel very " plastic - like"
Dunno why...
Fell ALMOST asleep in Ms Nithiya's lesson.
Den went through 1h 30min of home ec.
Buay da han

2008-09-07T18:26:00.003+08:00

Feel a sudden craving for Korean and Japanese things.
Found that Singapore can thrive by its own,but it is NOT FUN AT ALL!!!
Singapore have ERP. London have road barrier ( automatic and free )
Singapore have MRT. London have London-France Line.
Singapore 80+ years of history. London 500years +
Singapore warm and humid. London cool and dry.

Went to peep at Ridhwan's CBOX at his blog.
Weiyang said it was a good comment that i made.
I said "Ridhwan FINALLY ( Finally as in really FINALLY ) opened his blog. His last post was like when the universe was just created."
Good one meh? I call that dissing others.

2008-09-05T23:40:00.002+08:00

Parents back ytd.
Brought home goodies but I cannot touch cos I sick ><
lol,tempted but controlled xD
Had a very FRUITY dinner today also.
I ate 4 slices of Rose apple ( water apple ), 1 whole golden kiwi, 15+ grapes
Den I tio weird weird,awkweird ( awkward + weird ) feelings after eating too much fruits.
very tingly,numb,rusty muffled feeling ><
after brush teeth still have fruity taste.
Today band was abit weird ><
Had a guest coming to teach us ( Mr David Wong , also known as my instructor's brother )
Taught us meaningful things.
Said my TONGUING
( A process of using the tongue to give an emphasis to a note by cutting the air )
was stiff. And my tonguing was causing a little pitch bend at the beginning. ( Modulation )
Took me 3 tries to get it.
Taught us abit of french.
My friend was embaressed cos he spoke thai in the wrong gender (Sum language have guy / gal)
Found out my cantonese pronunciation was wrong also.
HONG KONG ( English ) Xiang Gang ( Chinese ) Heong Gong ( Cantonese )
My heon pronunciation had a up and down sound.
Correct way is straight sound.
Can't do it and was embaressed as it was my dialect ><

2008-09-03T23:19:00.003+08:00

Parents coming back from overseas 2mr.
Home alone with bro and maid since Monday.
Home was extremely silent.
Only can hear bro playing piano,playing XBOX360 and making his RC-Planes.
Today band was like =.="
SEC1 DUN LISTEN TO ME IN THEORY CLASS!!! HEADACHE

2008-09-03T00:27:00.001+08:00

Ridhwan finally opened his new blog.
Finally as in really FINALLY.
His previous post was like where it was when the Universe was created. O_O

2008-09-02T09:53:00.001+08:00

Haiz,found some skins. but they dun exactly FIT. Fits my style,but size is too small to put IMEEM and CBOX =.=

2008-09-01T15:43:00.002+08:00

Fell sick again. Haiz, 3rd time this TERM.
First eye irritation and inflamation.
Then throat inflamation
And now throat inflamation + fever 38.7degrees celcius + muscle ache
Haiz, if I sleep,I fear of never waking up ever again.

2008-08-30T21:09:00.002+08:00

Left house in a hurry. Was late informed about the Leadership workshop.
Ran to bus. Bus came in time, rushed to JP to meet the other band comittee.
Took a 48min bus ride(198) to ACJC
Arrived there on time.
Watched videos of japanese kids in a marching band (3 - 4 years old)
Had a 4hr lecture about leadership.
Lecturer was Tim Lautzenheiser
Alot of interaction with other people.
Alot of laughing.
Took a photo at the end of the day xD

A Photo with Coral Secondary

2008-08-30T00:06:00.005+08:00

Did sum deep thinking about the blast from the past. ( REALLY REALLY DEEP )
Looked up sum old photos to only see how fake my cheery pictures was.
My smile from then till now diminished and a serious face developed.
Could'nt smile properly now,when I smile I look serious, I smile hard, I look awkweird.
Awkweird = Awkward + Weird

Dug up some photos of my penpal xD

Well,at least did not inherit smile from parents. CREEPY!! Brother also abit..

Brother look weird eating subway. Me drinking Pierre sparkling water. William smiling.

Brother appears to be kissing the sandwich instead of biting. William still smiling.